happy 21st birthday, love!
many xoxo.

moving on is simple..
it's what you leave behind that's so hard to get over with.

grrrrrrrrrrrrr. bodyaching like hell.. i thought i was unable to get in, luckily they found guestlist for me lol. i was thinking what if i can't get in, loner siah. loner for life .____. got drunk after taking two shots. 早知道 don't take shots. and then those things happen again. fcuk my life to the max seriously. sighh.. sometimes i really think my xanga is the only " thing " i can talk to, i mean like whining, complaining, scolding, ranting, saying things that nobody know at all etc. because nobody will know, hahahaha -_- have to wait till 2012 then world ends, so long ):

i was thinking whether to go or not to go yesterday. if you were to say it before i asked you, i won't go, definitely. i won't say things like ' none of your business ' or whatever. and i purposely tell you about it and was hoping you would say ' can you don't go ? :/ ' hahaha? you only say it after i asked you .__________. kinda sad, isn't it. till the very last min, you didn't ask me not to go again, so i decided to go. sigh.. sometimes uh, i'm thinking what are you made of, why can't get over no matter what i do, i think is i don't want. LOL LOL. okay .___. i'm starting to believe you once again. don't stop half way, just keep going.



i wanna go showerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr alr.
xoxo.